The thought of having to deal with pocd for the rest of my life makes me want to kill myself.. Everyday is a living hell…

i feel you. shit breaks my heart. i wanna be able to live freely with no thoughts. i wanna be able to hang out with my siblings like nothing ever happened. i wanna be the mom i always dreamed of being. this took everything from me..

The worst part about it is that you can’t do anything to stop the ocd so you have to watch it destroy everything you care about.

@Anxioushumanchels i get so excited one day about graduation or even just being okay for once then i tell myself i don’t deserve to be happy or i don’t deserve to live. this has taken absolutely almost everything from me.

@Anonymous_234 You have no control over the ocd so why should you be punished because of it?