Alaska girl
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- 3y
Anonymous_234Anonymous_234
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- 3y
i feel you. shit breaks my heart. i wanna be able to live freely with no thoughts. i wanna be able to hang out with my siblings like nothing ever happened. i wanna be the mom i always dreamed of being. this took everything from me..
Alaska girl Alaska girl
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- 3y
The worst part about it is that you can’t do anything to stop the ocd so you have to watch it destroy everything you care about.
Anonymous_234Anonymous_234
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- 3y
@Anxioushumanchels i get so excited one day about graduation or even just being okay for once then i tell myself i don’t deserve to be happy or i don’t deserve to live. this has taken absolutely almost everything from me.
Alaska girl Alaska girl
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- 3y
@Anonymous_234 You have no control over the ocd so why should you be punished because of it?
Anonymous_234Anonymous_234
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- 3y
@Anxioushumanchels i keep punishing myself for everything. i tried to spoil myself by buying something i always wanted and i ended up putting it back because of all the guilt and shame 😞
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