I need help can someone help me? I thought of kissing a woman and I smiled but I looked away and I pushed it out of my head because I don’t want to and then I said oh it’s just a neetric reaction and I’ve been living alive because of what happened last night and I keep saying my heart says it’s not exactly it is unpleasant my heart doesn’t feel good right now. It’s not just a knee trick reaction so why do I keep saying my heart says it’s not exactly when it is unpleasant! My heart says it’s not pleasant I don’t want this with women and I keep smiling like I don’t want to be bisexual I don’t wanna squeeze boobs and I don’t want to be here what have last night scares me. My heart says I’m scared if you were saying that it’s not but it is unpleasant my heart does not feel good! My body doesn’t want women my heart says this isn’t exactly pleasant this isn’t pleasant