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I had a great childhood, with no real trauma (other than my mom getting cancer, but she lived for nearly 25 years after that). Looking back, I had OCD my whole life...but it was so mild it was almost unnoticable. Then here I am, 38 years old...and it comes at me full force. I've been a mess ever since.
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It could be the environment you're at now, perhaps your job causes you stress or something like that. I heard it shows its sharp claws when you're under serious stress or even boredom.
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I had a good childhood. And I had OCD my whole life I think?? Compulsions mostly. It was mild. Now I'm 17 and I have intrusive thoughts mostly š
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Same, it's used to be more externalized but now it's pure o
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I feel you a lot, hopefully the future will have some better things coming for us.
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@atomicsamuraiāsbitxh Well, my mind got tired, therebefore slower after hours of obsessing so now it's kinda on the empty side. Wish it could always remain that way.
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@atomicsamuraiāsbitxh one day we'll manage to win against it. I believe it.
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I had a good childhood for the most part, my dad was verbally abusive to me though which I think started my anxiety. Iāve always been so anxious and scared of everything because of my father. Iād say I definitely had OCD since I was a young girl but I just wasnāt really aware of it then. It has become worse over the years and now I really understand why Iāve always felt the way I did as a young kid. š
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Mine was intense when i was ,10 but i managed to get over it surprisingly easily, it's now that i find it really hard with this new "theme" i deal with. It shreds my self esteem to pieces.
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My childhood wasnāt good at all due to abuse but my grandparents and parents tried their best to make up for it. Sometimes making it worse with trying to spoil me and then realizing they were spoiling me, so walking stuff back and becoming strict randomly. But it what it is and I love where I am in my life now, so itās no biggie. And whenever something pops up, I have a great therapist to help me through it š
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Glad you're living the life you want now ā¤ļø
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Still going through my childhood. I've been fighting with my parents for as long as I can remember, same with my siblings. My older brother wants to move out ASAP and cut all contact off with them. But other than parental issues, I never really had any real trauma. Always succeeded in school, and always had a good friend group with me.
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Anyone else here with complex trauma and ocd? How did u find they correlate with each other? Possibly the trauma causing ocd? Have you found any mind blowingly obvious connections? Healing your trauma helps with ocd symptoms? I recently found out I have cptsd and have been abused by my family growing up physically and verbally. Btw still living with them and my ocd gets significantly worse or better sometimes.I have so many questions.ā¤ļøāš©¹
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I'm 15, from Dhaka, Bangladesh. A religiously judgemental place. I have past history of Cptsd from emotional family abuse. I've been an agnostic. My ocd had taken different forms and shapes since I was 8. But this time, this has made me almost insane over obsessing and getting fears over "what if they are right, what if god is real" (core fears- fear of toxic judgment, extreme fear of being misunderstood and abondonment) thoughts and when I give into the spiral, sometimes I even question that "what if ocds are just cover up for *dark religious truths* and sh" :( I don't have a ocd friendly environment and people around can make me feel even worse. This thought makes me even more scared.
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