So i just recently downloaded this app.I think I have OCD but I dont know what type exactly so i will just tell u whats going on in my head. PLEASE if u are watching this comment your opinion down below. It will definitely help me. Its been 2 months since it all started. I was just chilling in my bed at night and boom I suddenly remembered what I did as a 7 years old child which was 10 years ago. Right now I am 17 year old boy. I was expose to porn at 7 years old by my older sibling. Something leades to another and I almost lose my virginity at that age but I still am a virgin and the event is not that of a big deal and suddenly I am having thoughts like what if u did lost your virginity if so then u are a bad person. My brain have been calling me bad things bad names just becuase of that. The thing is i am very certain that I still have my virginity but its been 10 years and I was a 7 years old child so I started to doubt my self even tho i am certain. Can anyone help me battle this. I just cant go on like this anymore. I have been having nightmares,sleepless nights and lost appetite. Please tell me is it OCD and what kind. Thank u!

compulsion5000

Date posted: 3y

I am so sorry that happened to you. It sounds like you could have some PTSD too. Children should be protected from that stuff. It is traumatic what you described please talk with a therapist soon.

Ocd_hater

Date posted: 3y

Thank u!

Anonymous

Date posted: 3y

Hi there! It sounds like you may be experiencing Real Event OCD, where your brain is having you question if the things that have happened in your past really happened the way you remember it. I’m so sorry that you’ve been going through that, but I’m sending you positivity and wishing you the all the strength to fight through it!

Ocd_hater

Date posted: 3y

U have no idea how much this comment give me courage

compulsion5000

Date posted: 3y

I also recommend the film Childhood 2.0 although it could definitely be triggering it talks about that sort of thing and how the internethas made it very common. Might help your parents understand.

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