I can't feel anything for girls like I used to because my head is busted. I literally can't do another year like this 😭. No one responds to me on here anymore and I think people have had enough of me 😔

I’m in the same boat (but I think I’m worst because I have the thoughts, feelings, urges, etc but I don’t have any corresponding adverse reactions like disgust or sense that something is off, at least sometimes). My mind is latching what I felt for women onto men. I feel that I would be happier with a man but I don’t want to accept that.

I want to go back to who I was before this

Hey guys I know it seems a silly advice, but I found in jogging a good way to reset your mind. Try running for more than 30 mins and listen to motivational podcast during it. It helped me a lot I'm in your same boat btw.

I just don't think I ever had hocd in the first place. I've messed my head up for sure this time. I go to the gym I have this in my head still. 24/7. I just feel like I want it. And it makes me angry 😔

You’re not insane or alone. It gets better I promise