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I’m in the same boat (but I think I’m worst because I have the thoughts, feelings, urges, etc but I don’t have any corresponding adverse reactions like disgust or sense that something is off, at least sometimes). My mind is latching what I felt for women onto men. I feel that I would be happier with a man but I don’t want to accept that.
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I want to go back to who I was before this
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Hey guys I know it seems a silly advice, but I found in jogging a good way to reset your mind. Try running for more than 30 mins and listen to motivational podcast during it. It helped me a lot I'm in your same boat btw.
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I just don't think I ever had hocd in the first place. I've messed my head up for sure this time. I go to the gym I have this in my head still. 24/7. I just feel like I want it. And it makes me angry 😔
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You’re not insane or alone. It gets better I promise
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Man I have given up on all of my dreams my sonfedenc3 is gone completely and the confusion man I feel honestly like I exist and that is all I don't feel like I ever had a chance to live good
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- 24w
I feel like I’ll never lead a normal life again with OCD, my thoughts have begun to be convince especially about POCD. I feel like so sad and down that this will be my life forever. I’ll never get to fall in love again without intrusive thoughts. I’ll never be worth falling in love with. I can never be intimate again. I’m just done, my life is over. I can’t even look at my nephew and niece anymore without the smile fading. It feels like I’m so nasty and then my brain convinces me this is how I feel. That there’s some part of me that is a p*do and that’s it. I’m a disgusting human being for that. I just feel hopeless
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- 15w
I just can’t do this shit anymore.im tired of these “arousal” sensations that feel real but when I go check my arousal to the same gender I just get anxiety. I’m tired of feeling like I can’t like girls anymore. I’m tired of my arousal getting blocked every now and then because I’m anxious. I’m tired of not knowing who I am anymore. I’m tired of having my mind putting me into an identity I never asked for. I’m tired of this life
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- 10w
I won’t explain this again if you’ve been or going through it you know what I’m talking about. I felt good about women about an hour ago and now I’m worrying again I’m anxious and the groinals are back and it’s so annoying because I can’t study. And honestly I’m so sick and tired of this. I’ve been a girl crazy my whole life and my mind randomly decides “well what if you are gay” like bro. I’ve never seen a guy that way and in general IT WAS NEVER SOMETHING I THOUGHT ABOUT OR ASSOCIATED MYSELF WITH. IVE NEVER FELT ANYTHING TOWARDS A MAN AND NOW IT FEELS LIKE IT RANDOMLY FLIPPED. I CANT DO THIS BRO. WHY WOULD THIS HAPPEN IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH INSECURITIES ALREADY AND MY ATTRACTION WAS THE ONLY REAL THING I HAD LEFT AND NOW THIS. HOW MUCH DO YOU HATE ME GOD.
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