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- zidzad1
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- 5y ago
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- IannIann
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I feel the same way with hocd. Especially in the mornings.
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- AnndroowAnndroow
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I know it could feel like your life is ruined, but no it’s not, you’ll get over this my friend. It’s unbelievable in moment how it would be possible but it is. First of all, you haven’t slept, so your anxiety feels worse then and you don’t think clear. Are you talking to some therapist? Otherwise call some hotline, it really helps. And don’t feel ashamed! You’re not that horrible person you think you are ?⭐️
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- Cjs2496Cjs2496
- Date posted
- 5y ago
You are not a bad person, and youre never going to act on these thoughts. Sounds like you should try some ERP
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- figuringitalloutfiguringital...
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Hi there! How are you feeling now?? I totally understand where you are.
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- zidzad1zidzad1
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I’m still feeling haunted by the groinal responses
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- figuringitalloutfiguringital...
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I totally understand. I woke up this morning feeling anxious cause I had one to a dream. It’s so scary. You have to just really focus on understanding that this is the nature of the beast. It’s as common a symptom of OCD as any, I know how painful it is because it feels like it’s attacking the most joyous and personal part of yourself, your sexuality. I feel hijacked, or like this thing has been inside me this whole time. Also, people who don’t have OCD can experience this too. That’s also crucial to remember. Because the brain/body responds to ANYTHING sexual. Even the worst stuff
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- Haunterr
- Date posted
- 6y ago
I’m not really sure how i feel. I thought i had pocd with groinal responses but I literally can’t get the arousal to go away at all. Like all day I’ve been hyper aware of how my groin feels. It’s also like during all thoughts and conversations. I know I’m worried I’m a monster and it’s making me sick but i also feel like the constant state of arousal is actually NOT POCD related but just. Something else. Can anyone else relate? It’s really hard to not focus on it.
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- zidzad1
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I can’t deal with my groinal responses... they feel to real. I got a semi, maybe even full erection to same sex pornography. It must mean something I’m very depressed
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- imtired
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- 3y ago
So it’s currently 2:42am and I think I’m finally losing my damn mind. I’m exhausted and all I want to do is sleep, but my stupid head has other plans 🤯 I really don’t understand any of this. I’m absolutely terrified because I feel like I’m becoming a monster. I feel disgusting, I cant stop crying. All I want is for this to go away and stay away. My head hurts, my heart hurts, my whole body hurts. I don’t know what to do anymore. I really don’t want to die but it feels like that’s the only option for me. I’m only 17 and I don’t want to waste my life on suicide. But I am so so so scared of the future. I can’t stop thinking “what if I start to like the thoughts and become the thing I hate most in this world”. The groinal responses are the worst. I need it to end. People on this app have been going through this for years and years, they are unbelievably strong. I’ve been going through this for about 6 months and I’m ready to give up. I can’t take it. I’d rather die than harm a child in any way. My whole soul has given up on me. I’m so scared
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