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Same Iām dealing with that too! And then I get so confused if I do or not š«
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- 22w
Iām 25 and never ever thought this before my soocd relapse. I have a bf of 5 years. Never been a high libido kinda girl. Donāt get me wrong I do get turned on by my bf but not like every day you know? - That had always been in the back of my head, is this normal and ok? But my ocd has latched onto the most scariest what if EVER. My brain is now saying How do you know you wonāt prefer to sleep and kiss girls if you havenāt tried it: and itās that unknown that is scaring the shit out of me. I DONT AND NEVER HAVE wanted to sleep / kiss a girl. But now my intrusive thoughts is all I think about!!! I donāt want I donāt want I donāt want??? So why does my brain think BUT WHAT IF??? I know ocd thrives off uncertainty which is why I think this is happening? But I donāt wanna find out or work it out because all I want is to be with my bf and marry him!! Is this just the epitome of OCD?
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- 20w
Hey yall, having a tough time. Iāve been struggling with intrusive thoughts while I self pleasure and it GENUIENLY feels like I enjoy them for whatever reason. And then now about half an hour later itās like okay itās a sexual thought but I might not actually like it. Idk I just really hate myself, because I basically genuinely liked it in the moment
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- 19w
So I was enjoying some āme timeā and had intrusive thoughts, but it felt like just for a second I liked it. Like Iām holding myself back from āenjoyingā the thought. And the thoughts are related to things I was into when I was younger, but sometimes I feel like I might still like it even though 9/10 I wouldnāt give it a second thought. Is this common? Or is this just denial? Thanks
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