There’s too much proof and i don’t even care anymore, all I want is to be happy with my partner both romantically and sexually. I don’t care if he’s my “exception” , if im “forcing” it, if Im only “somewhat attracted”. I don’t care anymore, I choose him, I want to be with him, I don’t want to experiment or be with anyone else ever. He makes me feel happy and whole and he meets all of my needs. Whatever intimacy issues I have have to do with ME, not with him or my attraction to him because he is definitely the most beautiful boy in the world and definitely the only person I want to be in bed with. That’s all I know and that’s all I need to know, screw the rest.