Someone please help me I’ve never experienced this before smiling and comfort from saying but I’m not a lesbian I’m not a lesbian I’m not lesbian I’m not! There’s no might be why is this happening to me what is the say about me

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I’m scared I made a face over when I holding hands with boys why would and I want to I do and I make a face like I don’t but I like boys there’s no might be I’m not I don’t have a same sex orientation there’s no might be

Then I read the word girlfriend and I acted like my eyebrows went up like but I don’t want a girlfriend I don’t wanna hold hands I don’t want boobs and I keep saying but they’re not hotter cious I’m scared I’m just going through the motions but I’m not I can’t get past this why would I feel like that thing might be that I’m not a lesbian at all no I don’t understand I feel like screaming why do I feel worse I can’t breathe I’m not a lesbian

I said I don’t think I might be at all said no but I don’t know so I don’t know any such thing

Why would I feel guilty saying no I’m not a lesbian I’m really not

I’m scared I’m criticizing my guy because he has I was gonna say thin lips but I never thought they were thin before I thought they were normal and now I act like I do when I don’t want a guy with thicker lips I don’t want another guy I don’t want him to go and now I’m acting like I can’t be like he’s too thin and and said and but I am attracted to him I don’t want my attraction to go away or my interest and I made a face I go my attraction I’m not just interested I am attracted to him and I don’t want to go over over something so stupid and I can’t get past it now but he doesn’t have thin lips and I’ve never liked thick lips on a guy

I looked up i’m treating him like he is but my guy is far from ugly just because he has thinner lips and the thing is I always thought they were normal I looked up guys with thick lips and I’m not really a fan to be honest they look kind of strange but it’s not their fault I’m not criticizing them like trying to make them feel bad but now I act like he’s not because he’s got thinner lips But I just don’t want thick lips on a guy and I don’t want to get over my guy

I’m scared I keep saying the tooth in like now all of a sudden I’ve lost it like I couldn’t imagine kissing him now but I don’t want thick lips either I don’t want him to go away for something so stupid I’m scared at all of the sun but it’s not gone I hope it’s just because I’m going through a lot of other stuff but I don’t want to say thick Lips and I’m scared I am I don’t wanna start noticing other guys because they’re never my God you know and then I’m scared when I looked at my guy there wasn’t a strong of a response and I’m fine I’m looking at his lips and I’ve always loved them even if they’re technically considered then again I always thought they were normal and now I make a face like I don’t but I want him I don’t want thicker lips and I keep putting my hand out but I don’t want boobs and I’m really confused

I don’t like treating him like he’s not make a face so what MoveOn he’s gorgeous and I said so wet but I don’t want thicker lips and I feel so bad noticing these other guys when they’re not better and I don’t want him to go away

I hate that I keep looking at one picture of his lips pursed and I’m scared I can’t get past lives now like they are but they’re not too thin I don’t wanna not love him because of that I don’t wanna not love him at all like I do love him it’s not just that I want to and I can’t stop making a face over his thinner lips and it’s so stupid I don’t wanna lose it I don’t wanna get over him for something so stupid I don’t want this I don’t want to get over him

And I’m scared I just shook my head and the negative said I’m just I don’t want to not I don’t want to just not feel it I do feel it I love his lips I love how to work yet I’m scared it’s gone like he’s not he’s a real man and I act like not but I do love him he’s big enough even when he’s skinny he’s a real man I don’t want bigger lips so why am I acting like I can’t get pasted like he’s not and I’m scared it’s all but and I’ve loved him for years I don’t want it to be gone and a snap making a face like he’s not I said I don’t want the thick lips of a woman I want men I want him I don’t want bigger men I don’t want thicker lips

And I’m scared that’s it like I’m done I do love him I don’t want anyone else. I’m scared he’s gone I don’t want him to be I don’t wanna start noticing I don’t wanna female lips I’m just gonna do I don’t wanna switch teams I want him I am literally I’m scared it’s all gone like I’m trying to wake me up but I’ve loved him for years I don’t want a bigger more muscular guy I act like I am but I’m not bored of guys and I don’t want I said I don’t I want their body parts I don’t want females act like that poops are not sexy neither a vagina and I don’t wanna be over him

Then I I look at pictures of him and then I act like I realize he’s not but he is the best looking guy in the world I do want him I keep saying but he’s not ugly I don’t wanna realize any such thing he’s far from and he’s far from ugly I love his face and I know I do love him and how dorky and weird he is

But I hate that I looked at one picture and like act like oh he’s not making a face and I don’t want to all of a sudden go I loved him for years he is the best looking guy I don’t wanna look at him and make a face and realize not I don’t want to have any kind of realization like that I keep saying that he is totally good looking I don’t I’m scared it’s natural nation I said I want to move onto guys I don’t want I’m already into guys but I don’t want another one I don’t wanna move on I don’t wanna switch teams I’m scared I just did this we are just her but I don’t want tiny pointy boobs I want pecs not tits I’m scared I keep making a face and I keep acting doing this weird gesture like I do I don’t want pointy Ness I don’t want boobs and I’m scared I literally am looking at him and feeling emptying realizing no such thing but he is attractive it’s not that he’s not he’s fucking gorgeous I don’t wanna sit here and realize he is attractive and I’m scared it’s gone I don’t want to be here and act like he’s not realize when he is attracted I’m trying I’ve been forcing it like I am I don’t want to find another guy I said not I don’t I don’t have to be I am in love with him I’m not over him I am in love with him I don’t like sitting here and saying I am I don’t want bigger muscle I said oh finally I don’t want freedom in that capacity I don’t wanna move on and I keep shaking my head but I actually am in love with him I’m not over him he is gorgeous I don’t want him to be gone I don’t wanna sit here and say realize not I don’t realize that he is attractive I’m scared not but he is he’s gorgeous

Especially as a person not just physically I don’t want to notice these bigger more muscular guys I don’t want to notice other guys and act like they were not attractive they will never work to me like I don’t want to notice other guys

I’m scared I said tired of fighting it like I do I don’t have a desire to kiss girls I said I have a but I don’t have a desire to think about it either I don’t have a desire for any of this I don’t wanna end scared this plenty I don’t want other guys I don’t wanna get over him I don’t have I fight I said that is that I don’t I said I’m tired of fighting I don’t have the desire to there’s nothing to fight I don’t have the desire to kiss girls I have the Knot desire I don’t know why I said that I don’t want I said fight girls I’m scared I felt funny and I thought of my female coworkers like and I said tired of fighting but I don’t wanna kiss any of the girls and I’m scared I am keep saying I’m not I’m not tired of fighting but I don’t wanna kiss girls I’m tired of fighting the thoughts but I don’t want to kiss girls and I’m frightened of the way I smiled like I am I’ve never had a desire to kiss girls and now I act like it exist and I’m always fighting I don’t wanna look at my female coworkers I’m trying to keep imagining acting on it but I don’t have a desire to kiss girls that I just thought

They are just thought I don’t have a desire to kiss girls why did I smoke like that like I always fight is iron said no I don’t I said might as well and I smiled like I don’t want to kiss girls I don’t wanna girlfriend

I just said I do I don’t mind kissing guys I don’t wanna kiss girls

I said no but my heart does Wonka is not girls I don’t know why I said no my friend was trying to tell me to go to the hospital because I got a bad cut at work but I got my tetanus shot it’s not up yet so like the timeframe I mean so I’m like nope definitely no not doing it I’m not gonna get a shot in my finger just for like one or two stitches It’s stupid “flesh wound” (Monty python reference) can heal by itself and then heart says but my heart does not say no to him I want men I don’t want him to go away especially not just cause of thin lips and made a face and said I don’t I want them lips if they are his and then I made a facing don’t I do want normal lips I don’t want thick ones

I can’t stop saying don’t but I do want them lives only on a guy I don’t want girls I don’t want thick Lips

Then I said don’t want anything on a man and then said I wanna kiss women and then I said something in the back my head like any other way then combine the two like don’t wanna kiss women any other way I don’t want to kiss women in anyway and I keep saying any other smiling really weird but I don’t wanna kiss women in anyway