Dose anyone ocd attack them when you barely waking up and your like wait a moment I barely just opened one eye

Yes! This is actually a biological thing. Cortisol—the stress hormone—is highest in the early morning.

Everyday

Yes as soon as I open my eyes it's there

Constantly

Far too often. It’s like an annoying counterpart just sitting in the room waiting for my eyes to open and then jumps right in first thing with questions. “Hey, so what’s it going to be? existential dread, gender identity, guilt for things you said in second grade, big repetitive checking loop around the house delaying your arrival to work? Times a wasting and we’ve got a long day ahead of us.”