Have had a rough few days, I keep doubting that this is ocd and I have this unnerving feeling of impending doom. I know that if I can manage to stop my compulsions I might be able to gain some perspective but it feels irresponsible and wrong to ignore and sit with these strange thoughts and feelings - shouldn’t I just know this is ocd?

That’s the funky part of ocd. You literally doubt everything, even you having ocd ):

not only you doubt everything but it almost seems as if everything serves as proof of the ocd thoughts being right.

@LydiaK yess! it finds anything it could to make you think that’s exactly who you are 😞

@LydiaK Very true

this is exactly how i feel right now