I am dealing with this at the moment too. If you don’t mind me asking, have you been able to visualize yourself with a family of your own in the past? Like for me, I identify as a straight female and am having these thoughts now, which I try to calm by remembering what I want in life, which is a husband and children. However, I have always felt as though I am unworthy of that in a sense and that I would never be able to have that, and even if I did, that I would not be a good wife or mother. This thought is so terrifying to me, as I want to be able to have these things in the future, but it just seems so hard for me to picture. This also makes suffering with OCD so much more severe for me because it’s making me question my entire identity and feels like me not being able to visualize myself as a wife and mother is a predictor of something being wrong with my identity.