since i’m getting to be less afraid of being aroused, the feelings are starting to level out. this is really interesting

today again...erp and a strong feeling that it somehow arousel me and creates adrenaline, and the longer I expose myself to the thoughts, the more wild and detailed the images in my head become, accompanied by the feeling that I like reality as well...

morning... as soon as I open my eyes, for some reason, various sex pictures start, and I feel that I like it, I feel that I want to imagine it, and that I simply don't have any repulsion anymore... can anyone help? I don't know at all why and for how long...it seems so alive, detailed, and some feelings always start, the groin, the question of whether I could touch myself on it...I don't know

I try not to pay attention to my thoughts. I realized that when a thought pops up for me (sex scene), I go back to it a couple of times to figure out what I am I also felt whether, and I simply decided to let them go..however, I am worried about that feeling of sensation in my groin at those scenes in my head, I am afraid of the fact that I can feel something while I am imagining it and that it is spinning non-stop in my mind! l imagine Just A part and it's constant for some days (like a part of a face, a look or something) the whole scene goes to that I spontaneously imagine and I have the feeling that only that part "turns me on" at the beginning, then the rest... Have you had similar experiences and how to overcome? thank you (edited)