So I'm starting accutane and I already suffer from suicidal ocd and I'm scared of the rare side effect of suicide for the medication. I start tomorrow.

Maybe you are struggling with the what if thinking. But don't get ahead of yourself. Just take one step at a time. You can do it. You are not your thoughts even when they feel real. Most of what we think never comes true or if it does is never as bad as we imagine it. Try to create a sense of safety for yourself by being compassionate and kind with you. It's ok that you are not ok right now. That's what I tell myself often. You are not alone.

How’s it going?

I'm off of accutane... I took it for a month and it cleared my skin, plus I wasn't doing great mentally so...

@Rozzie Did it have any bad side affects? What was your dosage?

@Rozzie Was it worth it