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The core of ocd is uncertainty, and you have to live with uncertainty your whole life because there's not a single person who's aware about what will happen to him/her in future. So stop pushing uncertainty out of your mind, surrender the struggle and maintain mindfulness. If you want to know more about these thoughts, you can read sally Winston's book.
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fun fact: ocd hijacks your sensormotory system and so, CAN actually cause some hallucinations. ever feel yourself bump into something that you KNOW you didnt? phantom itching? lately, ive been terrified of fruit flies, and ive started SEEING THEM WHEN THEY ARENT THERE. not a reassurance, but ocd can make you imagine things without schizophrenia.
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Really? Shew, that’s good to know. I feel a sensation in my ear and it makes it feel like someone is talking in my head although I hear nothing…it’s so weird. 😅
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My abo e comment was meant for this
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All the time but it’s okay! I am learning to accept that it can happen.
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I’ve had than one since March 2021 till July 2021, was very concerned about my mental state. I can advise you to learn how to cope with this emotions, for example if you get this thoughts or share with loved one or start doing things which require you to focus. I believe you can do it❤️
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Thank you so much! Did you experience sensations?
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@Kdeemz Yep, I was making me thing that I hear “birds”. However, you can make yourself think and convince anything but you have to just realise that and it will go away with time. Calm and realisation is key!🤍
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@nika2407 You’re right! It does get better when I ignore it but right when I give ur attention it gets so loud. I even scheduled to see a psychiatrist next week to see if I have it. 😫. I’ll take your advice, thanks so much!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️
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@Kdeemz It***
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There are lots of posts about that fear on here though people post so much, it often gets pushed down the feed. I used to have that fear. I have quite a few family members in my family with Schziophrenia and ultimately, I threw up my hands and said, “I have PTSD, OCD, GAD, ADHD, and depression. I don’t give a shit if I magically develop Schziophrenia too. Stop bothering me about it.” And now I don’t have that issue 🤷🏻♀️ I completely stopped caring, so my OCD learned it wasn’t dangerous/to keep harping on about it.
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Thus is true! For about a week I hallucinate seeing people qnd animals leep in front of my car...I was low on sleep too . Yes I stopped driving until I could get a few nights of sleep lol
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I went through a phase where I wanted schizophrenia (I was deeply unhappyand wanted to be delusional...). Now I wish I was a psychopath. They never worry about anything. 😝 but ocd is pretty much the opposite...blahg...
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But I suspect they don't worry because they also get less joy from things (hence the need for intense stimulus) so you win some you lose some I guess.
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You probably don’t have schizophrenia. For one, you can have auditory and visual hallucinations and not have schizo. Also, you probably are thinking your hearing things or seeing things because your in an anxious state and looking for that. The brain can pretty much re create memories and add in clase details (this happens to all types of people), so you may have heard a weird noise and then your brain automatically jumped to “I must have schizo”, when in reality you heard a weird noise and became very anxious about it. The more you think and worry about it, the more it may seem like you actually have it. But you probably don’t. Most people with it don’t even realize what is going on.
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Yesssss. It just feels real. I’m convinced I’m hallucinating sometimes and it makes it hard to ignore 😭
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idk why this is such a recurrent thing for me , I get so scared through the day when I’m not distracted when I think about psychosis. or being put in a mental hospital that it gives me bad anxiety, one time I had a panic attack at the thought of having it 💔 I can’t pin point if it’s intrusive thoughts because it’s a fear of mine .. or not. I think this is the worst thought / fear I have
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I am so afraid of developing schizophrenia or completely snapping im always checking to see if im hearing voices or if im seeing things im always making sure that I really heard what I heard from people and not in my head.
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Hi everyone This is my first post been going through rough 4 years many many themes but my current theme is fear of psychosis this is the roughest one so far and actually believed I was in phycosis and still doubt it sometimes when it was at its worst I was jumpy and questioning why my mind was suddenly hyper analysing things I don’t normally care to notice my normal floaters in my eyes kept playing tricks on me and still do when the odd one jumps up or moves quicker than normal, feeling like I was seeing shadows or mistaking any faint noise as a whisper or something to be alarmed at, vivid patterns and pictures in my mind when I shut my eyes for bed and bothered me so much made me feel like I had taken some sort of drug, having to get reassurance from everyone that they would see the same fly I saw just fly into the room. It has become abit better the more aware I have become but it’s still a fight sometimes to not want to check or google or question this theme was the key to getting an OCD diagnosis. Finally in therapy and trying to label it as often as I can now. My takeaway is lack of sleep and hormones really do make it worse or even trigger it but now the fear is here, it is all the time even if it’s more mild when getting better sleep and at certain times in the month ! I’m finding it a hard battle now I’m aware it is OCD I’m doing emdr hopefully it helps. There is always that underlying fear that I’m missing something or I’m in that age bracket I hope one day I can look back and say I got through this particular phase but at the moment it seems hard to think my brain will ever “relax” again I would like to start enjoying my life again. I’m from the uk and would love to find a person to chat too in a similar theme to me it would be nice to help each other out on those bad days and even be able to make some light out of our similar experiences if that would help I’m 26 female.
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