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I will not allow myself down the comphet rabbit hole. I think it will destroy me. When I'm with my girlfriend I feel very good like it all makes sense. Then when I'm without her, or we have a disagreement, or I'm high anxiety it's like I have to be gay in order to relieve the anxiety. I was doing pretty good for awhile but have fallen back into a spike the past couple of days.

Hey do you mind if I ask what signs you related to? I felt like I related to some as well, so I’m freaking out.