okay this is the 3rd time i’ve posted about comphet since i read about it for the first time yesterday. It’s so hard because it seems like so many of the symptoms of comphet are so similar to the symptoms of soocd. Like i was reading the signs of comphet and i felt like i could relate to some of them but only since i started having this ocd theme. Like i don’t think i felt that way before the ocd. But then again i’m worried cuz what if it isn’t ocd and it’s just been comphet all along. if anything maybe i’m bi but i don’t think i just don’t like boys at all. but now i don’t know because if i relate to any of the comphet things than that must mean something. Also reading about comphet didn’t even make me anxious so what does that mean. like it made me uncomfortable and i couldn’t stop reading about it because i was just trying to find an answer. but it didn’t make me anxious which is scary

I was trying not to think abt it and honestly inwas doing a great job until a woman came on my fyp on tiktok and said “if u think women are objectively more attractive u re not straight” and now i’m so anxious and distressed and am scared i might be comphet. When i was little i remember being obsessed with the “i cant remember to forget u” mv so i rewatched it and thought it was sensual but nothing more. Idk. She also said that if u use a fantasy to get arroused around men u might not like them. Idk anything anymore Im so tired

I cant afford therapy which is why i’m not diagnosed with ocd. The first time i had heard what ocd was truly abt was 6 years ago when i overthinking my sexual identity and it fit. Additionally, i struggle with debilitating health anxiety and when i was in a rlt i was extremely anxious that i might not love my partner. This is the third year i experience distress around my sexuality but this year it feels real. And it could also explain my rlt anxiety. Comphet is a concept that really scares me. I dont want to be with a girl. I would rather die than discover i was lesbian. I cant accept uncertainty cz i dont want to be homosexual. Chat GPT told me it wasnt ocd + the thoughts dont distress me anymore. I experience 3 intense weeks of anxiety prior to now. Maybe its internalized homophobia. Maybe its comphet. I do find women to be attractive but i dont wanna be with them. Maybe i’m in denial. Idk anything anymore. I’m remembering times where i would find an actress attractive and try to shift my focus towards the man cz it would make me anxious. I’m not well at all.

Chat GPT told me its more likely comphet than ocd Idk im scared Im scared that if i accept the uncertainty to know the truth once and for all 1) i end up actually turning out to be lesbian 2) I lose the guy i love (or i think i love idk atp) I’m remembering so many moments of same sex attractions from when i was little Im so scared im so scared Its too much