What do you mean by dry?
like when he texts it’s just kind of short idrk how to explain, not really interactive ?
Oh I get it.
Hello slothlover, Thank you for sharing this, you are so vulnerable. I have ROCD too and my brain makes relationships a challenge. It is okay to be worried, as I get worried too if anyone texts periods, uses no emojis, or enthusiastic punctuation. Especially if they normally use emojis or exclamation marks. Tell yourself if he was really mad, he would tell you. Also, think about reasons that don't support him leaving you. What evidence shows that he won't leave you? It is valid for you to worry about not being excited to see him. For me, I worry about being awkward and then I become awkward. So what works for me is I own my feeling that I am awkward or I challenge my worry. I hope this helps!