hannah
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- 3y
Bookworm91Bookworm91
- Date posted
- 3y
I was gonna say mine comes and goes but like it doesn’t really go however I know or understand at least what you feel like
Mak46Mak46
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- 3y
Yes I worry about this a lot. And I worry that the feelings I have towards girls isn't just admiration, etc it's that I actually like then. And I feel like I have tried to analyze my feelings so much that it's hard to tell anymore
hannahhannah
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- 3y
exactly! like i’ve tried to firgured it out so much that as this point like i can’t even tell what’s true and what’s not at all
Mak46Mak46
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- 3y
@hannah Yes same! Like I never worried or doubted how I have felt before but now pretty much everyday I worry about how I feel or lack of attraction. Sometimes I will be like oh she's pretty or nice and I immediately start to worry that that is actually attraction. Even though I know I have only ever had crushes on guys and it has never felt forced or like I feel this way because I think I have too.
hannahhannah
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- 3y
@Mak46 yeah same i feel the same way:( it’s so hard like idk how to stop
Mak46Mak46
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- 3y
@hannah Yeah I don't know either. And it's sometimes really hard for me to even tell what intrusive thought I had. And I also tend to say no in my head or actually shake my head no to the thoughts occasionally pretty much as soon as I get a thought. Then of course I worry all the time that it's not even ocd
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Anonymous
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 25w
Companionship vs love
Does anyone else worry and obsess over whether they desire companionship w their partner or if they actually love them? This is a fairly new obsession for me and before this I was so sure and willing to move toward, but now with this I’m feeling like this is my truth.. that I just want companionship with him and I’m not actually in love with him :( and this hurts man I don’t want just companionship I want him for him and I want to grow with him and have a deep meaningful relationship but the feelings ocd gives me feels like that’s a lie and I don’t actually love him deeply, but it’s so weird because I don’t experience that feeling of knowing deep down that it’s true the way I do with soocd. With soocd now I know deep down being with a woman isn’t what I want, and I don’t feel that certainty now with feeling like I don’t love my bf, but it feels like there’s no other option and all this trouble I’m going through to be happy with him is proof I don’t love him
ocdinglehopper
- Date posted
- 24w
after the intrusive feelings
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Anonymous
- Date posted
- 23w
Struggling😢
Can having socd make you lose attraction. I have never be the girl to obsess or chase after boys does that mean I’m gay. I had crushes on them but I would rather die then have them know I like them. Plus I knew they were out of my league so even if they did like me I feel like I would say no for some reason. I have been single all my life and thinking of being in a relationship feels so weird and scary and foreign. Like I feel like I won’t be in a relationship. I won’t look good with anyone or I will feel like an imposter. Idk how to explain it. I want to feel love but all this is making me feel like I never will.
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