I’m scared I even try to watch an animal crossing video and they were girl characters and said I don’t want to notice how hot it was sex your pretty girls are how lame is that and I’m scared I don’t know if I was feeling anything down there I don’t wanna start noticing girls and they’re I don’t wanna call them pretty like that I don’t wanna notice how hot or sexy any girl is i’m scared of the way I was smiling like I was liking the hair in the I don’t wanna start liking women of any species real or fake and I hate this a lot I don’t want to start noticing this I’ve never thought women were pretty like that I was basically checking to animal girls out and I don’t like it I don’t wanna like any girls real or fake any species I don’t wanna notice how pretty they are I don’t like girls I don’t like the way I’m smiling at them I don’t wanna change it I’m scared I’m not over guys and I’m not into girls and I don’t know and I hate it

You should see some of the other posts I made. I’ve been up since 2:30 in the morning basically. I just said probably not I don’t like the way I was feeling because I was thinking about guy parts and said probably not when I am straight now I don’t understand why I would say probably not I am straight and I can’t breathe I said probably not why did I smile like I did I’m not like that I’m not gay there’s no probably I don’t even know what I’m thinking anymore

@Bookworm91 As the day goes on, the posts are harder to find. I’m sorry you’re dealing with yjis

@linds💕 This*

@linds💕 I imagine someone asking me if I’m straight and say not but it is yes not no why did I say probably why did I say not I am straight why did I say that I am completely straight I’m not gay I know that I’m not bisexual I’m scared I felt like reluctance on that but I’m not by I why did I say probably not I am completely straight there’s no probably I can’t swallow and I can’t breathe and I keep imagining someone asking me if I am but I’m no I’m not gay I’m straight why would I say otherwise I am striaght

@Bookworm91 I’ve had those thoughts too like if someone asked me what would I say? It gets so confusing.

Classic OCD, it preys on things you value most. I understand.

@linds💕 Thanks for your understanding

@Bookworm91 Of course, I go through the same exact things. You aren’t alone.

@linds💕 No matter how difficult it may seem, or real it may feel. There is someone who knows exactly what you’re going through and how difficult it is.