Currently freaking out. A friends gay brother texted to me “You’re a lesbian right?” I actually could throw up. I literally feared that he could “sense” I was gay, and he obviously did. I don’t want to be gay. I’m so upset. Literally my heart dropped to the floor when I saw that text. I asked him if he was being funny and he said “yes I know you like men” and I said “I feel like you weren’t being funny” and he said “I wish I wasn’t being funny. I wish u were a lesbian”. Then he told me I “honestly give bi vibes” I literally can’t take this I want to throw up

Then this past weekend my sister had a bad date and I was with him when she was telling me and he said “maybe she should go for girls” and I said what’s your obsession with that? And he said “oh I want every girl to be a lesbian” so don’t take what he says to heart

@Feelinglikeicantdoit Yep! And unfortunately there will be people who trigger us but a lot of the times people project their own insecurities onto others. Only WE can help ourselves

@Feelinglikeicantdoit Yeah I’ve been having a hard time with “you are you’re just suppressing them” and “you FEEL gay everyone else with OCD doesn’t feel this way” so I have been doing coming out stories and late blooming lesbian reddit. What a nightmare

@Feelinglikeicantdoit Oh god yeah! Constantly as well as a chest sensation. Not to mention my lack of arousal towards men

How can I take my mind off of it? I literally want to die I’m clearly bi or lesbian

Thank you, but it really feels like I am just bisexual. I want to stop existing.

See????? He literally thinks I’m a lesbian 😭