I think reading people's stories on here is becoming a compulsion. I haven't been on here in awhile because I've been doing good for the most part. I completed therapy through nocd over a year ago. The guy I have been dating told me he doesn't think its working because I'm not happy. We live an hour away from each other but I feel he's not putting in effort to see me. I know I'm not in love with him but I want to be with him. This situation is triggering because I feel I should feel deeply than I actually do, but I don't. What if I never feel that hot burning passion with a man? I want to so much.