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Honestly this was the hardest part about getting diagnosed with HOCD back before there was a lot of research. One of the symptoms was “you are repulsed by same sex relationships” which maybe was true at one point but if you think about something long enough, the repulsion is gonna go away. Maybe I don’t necessarily like the thoughts but I’m not like OMG EW!!! Because we train our brains to no longer think that way

I think there’s no „you should feel“ everybody is different and everything is okay! If you would rather be with your hubby try focusing on this ☀️