I am so unbelievably happy. I have never felt such a pure connection with someone in my life. i live in the present with him, after spending so many years worrying about the future and regretting the past. however, my mind says what if this connection isn’t real- whenever i’m just at peace with him and we sit quietly my mind tells me it’s because we have nothing to talk about and we can’t actually don’t have a connection. i know this isn’t true i care for him so much. but my head says to go just in case this ends badly. is there anyway to stop this, i don’t want this getting worse - my feelings are too strong to lose him