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I know heās not cheating on me. Heād never do that and, as hard as I try to tell myself āheās proven already that heās notā and show myself all the signs of commitment and dedication, I still have that fear. Itās eating at me and ruining my relationship. How do you guys get over this? If my brain were true heād have been cheating on me for months in ways that arenāt even possible. It doesnāt make sense if I think about it logically but it seems like when I do, I create in my head more ways for it to be logically true. What is your advice? How can I stop self sabotaging?
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- 15w
So i had really bad pure ocd but recently itās been sooo much better but iām in a relationship and me and my bf dated before about 2 years ago then we broke up and now we are back together but iām having an issue where i will try to go back years and find something i did wrong and i really do not want to find anything to feel wrong about or guilty specifically something i may have done wrong to my boyfriend but the thing is iām a good girlfriend and iām very loyal so i donāt want to ruin something for me because of my past if that makes sense like i canāt remember doing anything wrong but my brain keeps going are u sure letās look at all your interactions with people and itās so annoying i just wanna live my life in the present does anyone have any tips
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- 13w
Iāve been really struggling the last week and I need some help. Iāve been seeing a guy for about 2 months who checks a lot of my relationship boxes. Heās so kind and we have a lot of fun together. The first few weeks I was totally smitten but had moments of fear about being committed. We talked about it and decided to take things slowly, and then I would have days of feeling like every thing was perfect with some fearful feelings in between. Two weeks ago now my SO-OCD and ROCD started to come back a little as well as my more anxious-avoidant behaviors. I started to get more scared of the future and it was more intense. At the end of last week, he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes. He is exactly the type of person I see myself marrying and has great values and is so secure about me. Until last week, he generally made me feel so safe and secure. Ever since saying yes, I feel so scared and anxious and my SO-OCD and ROCD is on max. I also find myself getting more annoyed and irritated about things that were minor annoyances or non-issues before. Iām having intense physical responses to both OCD themes, and the nagging thought and feeling that I need to end things with him because we arenāt right for each other. It makes me feel so sad and guilty. Sex is becoming harder because of the thoughts too, whereas at first it was perfect. I donāt know who I can talk to about this without them telling me to just break up with him. Everything is so new so I think theyād chalk it up to my intuition. But I do want to be in love and have less fear around relationships, so I donāt want to give into the fear. I think it could help me to set boundaries and have space for myself more often. I think I need some advice or insight. I know I shouldnāt ask for reassurance, but having some around how other people have felt at the beginning of a relationship would help. Why is it that the label is freaking me out so much? How do you guys set boundaries to prioritize yourself when you feel this way?
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