Had such a good day yesterday and had quite a few moments of feeling love for my boyfriend and feeling in love. Today is the complete opposite and I feel numb and adamant I don’t love him. Always happens after a good day and it’s so confusing

I can relate , everyday is like a rollercoaster for me too 😔

A rollercoaster is definitely a good analogy. I always feel the most love when I’m happy and have forgotten about all the negative thoughts, do you relate?

Yes but as soon as I remember what I’ve been thru I start doubting again and feeling unhappy

Literally same. As soon as I remember the ocd and the doubts, it all comes flooding back, the love disappears and I’m left feeling nothing again