- Username
- Nasim
- Date posted
- 2y ago
Hey you can do this! We all support you and you’re putting up a hell of a fight! Keep going!
You are not lazy. You are dealing with some very difficult things. It will get better, hang in there ❤️
Look I'm suffering from false memory OCD and keep forgetting things today my mom asked me about something and I was like u didn't give me anything and things like that my mom told OMG u begin to forget things are u CRAZY. This word hits hard but trusts me my mom didn't mean it our parents love us. Everyone in the world can hate us besides our parents. You are her daughter/son she didn't mean it it was only a word but for us, it does hurt but your mom loves you and she didn't know that you are suffering. You are Strong, not lazy you are dealing with ANXIETY and OCD those two are very strong and you are finding the hope to keep going really BRAVO
You're not alone, you're human and humans have to fall down a lot in order to get better. Pain, struggle and in general suffering exist to make us realize how alive and capable for a better life we are. The more you hurt the more you gain so think of this as just a process, not your end, because it's not. People like us, with mental illness are as deserving of a happy life as mentally healthy people.Life is like a play, and guess who becomes a better player? The one that didn't play the game on normal difficulty but on hard mode.
Thank you everybody 💞your words means a lot
*venting* I’m so tired of life. I just woke up, and I feel like going back to bed and sleep until this nightmare passes. This week has been one of the hardest of my life. I don’t think I can face another day of intrusive thoughts, fear, anxiety. I need some moments of relief, but there are none. I wanna have a life again. Anxiety and obsessive thoughts have killed my social life, my ambitions and desires, my happiness. I’ve been fighting for the past 6 months for nothing. I don’t see any improvement. I’m on day 3 of Lexapro and of course i can’t tell if it’s gonna work for me or not. I’m on the first stages of ERP therapy and I still haven’t got any assigned homework to work on, which I really need because I need to feel like I’m doing SOMETHING to help myself with ocd and Gad. I just hope someone could just take out whatever part of my brain isn’t working properly and replace it with a new piece. I don’t wanna feel like a burden to my family or boyfriend anymore. I can’t believe all the damage that I’m causing. I don’t know what to do with all this self hate. I don’t know where to turn to. I seem to have all the help that one could need - therapy, medication, support system. Yet I feel like I can’t spend another day living like this.
I’m having a rough time rn. My parents both told me that they don’t think I could or should be a dr (I’m going to be a sr in college this year). They said that I have too many and too intense of problems to be one - I’ve got OCD, depression, and dermotillomania (skin picking). Normally, I brush things ppl say off pretty easily, but not w my parents. I love them and really care about their opinion. But it’s making me even more depressed, as one of the last things I was holding onto was the thought that I would be able to use my experiences to be an even better dr than I would have been before getting these things. I’ve been suicidal for a long time but I always told myself that I was going to get through this and use it to help ppl. But it’s tearing away my last shreds knowing that not even the ppl I care about the most think I can achieve my dreams. ?
This isn’t even about ocd but I need to vent. You don’t have to read or respond if you dont want to. I’m such a failure and I don’t even know why I’m alive. All I do is sit in my bed and go on my phone 24/7 a day. I never do homework and I’m doing so bad in school because it’s so hard. And I’m literally the weakest person ever and I give up at everything. I try to work on a project for one second and give up. I have no hobbies or any goals for the future. I’m just so lazy and a burden to everyone in my family. I’m ignoring my friends. I just feel like such a negative lazy person and quitter. I don’t know how I’m gonna get anywhere in life.
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