There’s this 17 year old who used to hit on me all the time, he’s actually 18 now I think, but it started when I was 13, I never lead him on, I always firmly told him no, which didn’t make him very happy. But now my brains like “well it’s just 3-4 years... it’s not wrong is it? It’s not weird. You’d like that.” I hope I don’t actually think that. But idk, I keep thinking “well what if you like 14yos when ur 17-18!!” Omg. I hate this. I don’t want that..