So I’m at work doing onboarding and I just had a thought and feeling that I accepted I don’t love him anymore and want to breakup. Is this still ocd if it feels like this. I e been feeling so numb towards him for the past week and just irritable

ROCD : Feeling So Numb Towards Partner | Thoughts Of Breakup With Him

Relationship OCD

You need to focus on your job and not OCD nonsense. Go about your important day and ignore your OCD.

I think you are seeking reassurance right now which is not going to help you in the long term. OCD can make a person feel numb though. 