Ihateocd83
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kditokdito
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So unfortunately that’s the idea. OCD clings to the uncertainty and makes you NEED an answer. That’s why we have to accept that we may never know our identities
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Are you able to talk?. I appreciate your support 🙏
kditokdito
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@Ihateocd83 Yeah! What’s up?
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@kdito It feels as tho I might be bisexual but don't know how to handle it. I think maybe I could be with a man. But it just doesn't seem right for me and repulses me. But not all the time. Which is confusing and I don't always find women attractive and then I do. It's just all so confusing 😔
kditokdito
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@Ihateocd83 If you have Instagram I suggest looking at the post @treatmyocd just added. It says “how can it feel so real” and there is a really good caption with post
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@kdito OK thanks alot
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@kdito Is it on nocd?
kditokdito
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@Ihateocd83 @treatmyocd is the Instagram page and it’s NOCD Instagram page.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@kdito Thanks
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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@kdito I couldn't find it 😔
nielsonnielson
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I don’t know if you are a religious person but the thing that helps me the most with all this is this. “ I am first and foremost a son of God with a divine nature and destiny.” Sometimes when I am good I don’t care about labels. Labels are stupid, and not for the gay communities reasons either. I guess I do like one label though. Son of God. Pray and ask God for help to feel the way you used to.
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I'm so convinced it's just denial
I feel sick to my stomach, a few days ago I knew I was straight and could picture my life with my bf again. The anxiety has really lessend and Im more depressed now. I'm 100% convinced I am lesbian even tho I have never had sexual attraction to women, found them pretty but never wanted to be with them. My mind is only picturing me being with women now and it feels like a pit in my stomach. I don't feel emotion now, I'm also on my period. I don't want to be lesbian. I want to be with my boyfriend and have the life I pictured with him. My memory is so dissorted right now. I don't think there's anything wrong with being lesbian, it's just not for me and now that makes me feel like I'm homophobic.
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Uncertainty sucks.
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