Really struggling right now. Not seeking reassurance, but just need to vent because ocd is relentless. My ocd has latched onto the actual treatment of my ocd itself. I have an irrational fear that my docs will think I’m too obsessed with medications/appts and they will then stop prescribing my meds and stop seeing me as a patient because they don’t want to give into my OCD. Then I’ll be left to deal with my ocd on my own without meds and appts w/ specialists. This is a very paradoxical ocd and just an example of how ocd can do literally anything to keep a strangle hold on it’s victims. Any advice, thoughts, prayers are appreciated. Much love.