I’m really scared I know I love my boyfriend and I know I want to be with him , we are talking about serious commitments like mariage. But something feels off , I constantly have a pain in my stomach and I’m scared that I’m using ROCD as an escape for facing the reality that despite the love I have for him and how much I want to be with him and things to work there’s something missing. I’m scared that this simply won’t go away , I am trying my hardest here. I have been diagnosed with ROCD by a professional though and that is something that helps to keep me going through these tough times and hope things get better. I’m so scared to lose my boyfriend, I can’t fault him in any way I think he is amazing but why does swim thing feel off ?

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Deep breathes. Maybe heavy topics are hard to talk about and digest.. I was totally like that... but I knew I wanted to be with my now husband, so I took the leap, best leap ever.

@jemcu812 But for you ever question your feelings in the beginning like is there a spark here etc ? And struggle with the idea you found other people attractive ?

@Tillyyyx I didnt even think about that part. Not until many years later being married., like there was no major flirting, swooning, or sweet nothings. Idk. I guess I had that before and those didn't work out. But I have so much fun with my husband now, it's kinda like I fell in love after we got married. I know, seems odds

@jemcu812 Yesss I’m soo glad to hear this aha there is hope 😍

@Tillyyyx Yes.

this is exactly how i feel ong

Really ?? Do you have Snapchat or anything if you wanna chat about it ☺️

@Tillyyyx yess i do :)

@oliviak2305 Mine is mathilde_youle 😊

it doesnt come up with anything on snapchat x

That’s strange ? It should do x