my pocd is convincing me that the only reason i don’t act on the thought is because it’s not socially acceptable and it’s really playing with me because it confuses my morals , anyone else?

Same here

I went through the same thing. My head was doing everything possible to make me doubt myself. OCD is nicknamed the doubting disorder. But I'm telling you that there is hope because I'm almost fully recovered thanks to ERP therapy. It will be okay, hang in there. I wish you all the best. :)