18+ tmi I was m wording to my gf and while I was about to finish I had a thought about her cousin come into my head and when I had the thought I had another thought that said I don’t care but I do care and before I started I told my self that If I have a thought like that it’s ocd but I still feel guilty each time I have a thought while doing it 😣😣😔😔

Hey yall, having a tough time. I’ve been struggling with intrusive thoughts while I self pleasure and it GENUIENLY feels like I enjoy them for whatever reason. And then now about half an hour later it’s like okay it’s a sexual thought but I might not actually like it. Idk I just really hate myself, because I basically genuinely liked it in the moment

Hi I am Aisha and I am not sure if I have ocd or not but I struggle with thoughts which I don't even know if they r intrusive or if I am thinking about them and they are usually about my family or friends. This time it was about my mom more specifically a sexual thought about my mom and my mind was thinking that this is what I want and when I was analyzing the thought I wasn't sure about my intention which made me feel really bad

I had a horrible thought and it was my own thought. I feel awful. Also my heart is racing all the time