I think I just subconsciously admitted I find something sexy that I shouldn’t and I’m terrified.😭😳

Your “gut” isn’t your truth. When your mind repeats something over and over again, you’re going to start to “believe” it. Or it’ll be active in your subconscious that makes it seem legit. Sometimes even when I’m so fed up I almost just give in and agree. I’m not a therapist but just a little advice that sometimes helps me