I’m really struggling with health ocd. I I have pelvic floor dysfunction. I obsess over my pelvic floor and what could or may happen to my pelvic floor. I deal with the what ifs constantly. Google is my biggest enemy. I can spend two or three hours at a time researching and googling symptoms, causes and prognosis for my pelvic floor problems.I also obsess over bodily sensations , especially on my pelvic floor. I freak out if something feels “different”. I call my doctors and schedule appointments constantly and I’ve been to the emergency room four times in four months. I’m a disaster and my life has been stolen by ocd.