Man, it sucks to have OCD lol. I can’t even play a game or watch TV or anything without the thoughts being present. The moment I start to forget about them it pops back in to remind me that I can’t have peace. It’s like my mind isn’t capable of not constantly racing. I envy people that can just direct their attention to one thing without having intrusive thoughts constantly in the back of their mind like “hey buddy, here’s this extremely distressing idea that I want you to spend every waking moment over analyzing and convincing yourself is true! Have fun!”