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- 3y
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- 3y
Yep, I do
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- 3y
Ugh these are terrible. I just hate how they go after the people that I love the most
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- 3y
For instance, I recently (within the past 6 days after a bad thc trip) have had intrusive thoughts about harming my mom. I have never had these thoughts before and am truly heart broken by these thoughts because of how much I love her and would never want anything bad to happen to her. Sometimes I’ll think “what If my mind tells me I have to hurt my mom” and then I will dismiss that thought by thinking “no! You love your mom” and then I’ll randomly get another thought like “you want to hurt your mom” or “you will hurt her” and that freaks me the hell out because I would NEVER EVER actually want to hurt her. Lately I’ve been scared to even see her because I feel so guilty about these thoughts. I’ve been going into the living room and just hugging her and crying because of how bad these thoughts hurt me.
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- 3y
Yes I get this. Not a voice but just something pops in your head to tell you do something bad or hurtful
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Yeah I don’t have a voice either.. just a thought in my mind that I’ll have to do something don’t want to do
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Yep
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- 24w
I struggle so bad with intrusive thoughts. They can be so bad that I'll cry because I KNOW that's not how I feel or want to do. (Too embarrassed to say what they're about) I'll constantly try to figure out why I have them, and constantly figure out what they mean, causing me to constantly circle around and around. I had to get on anxeity meds, which helped a little but the thoughts still happen. How do you help yourself with this? How do you know that you're just not some physcopath? 😅
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- OCD Conqueror
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- 22w
Does anyone imagine they are doing their harm thoughts during an action, making you feel like you acted on your thoughts? For example, someone gave me a hug and at the last second I imagined I was touching something I shouldn’t during the hug? I want to make it clear it’s something I have zero desire to do! But the problem is, I thought it on purpose and it makes me sick !! Obviously nothing happened but my mind is telling me that was me trying to do it. Even though it was physically impossible to do. Am I a monster or could this be OCD? I’m freaking out and don’t want to be here anymore. I feel like I’m the exception and that this isn’t OCD. I know I post about this stuff a lot but I’m struggling and don’t know what to do.
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- 14w
Does anyone else’s false memory intrusive thoughts of what could have happened feel very, very real?
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