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- 3y
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Yep, I do
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Ugh these are terrible. I just hate how they go after the people that I love the most
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For instance, I recently (within the past 6 days after a bad thc trip) have had intrusive thoughts about harming my mom. I have never had these thoughts before and am truly heart broken by these thoughts because of how much I love her and would never want anything bad to happen to her. Sometimes I’ll think “what If my mind tells me I have to hurt my mom” and then I will dismiss that thought by thinking “no! You love your mom” and then I’ll randomly get another thought like “you want to hurt your mom” or “you will hurt her” and that freaks me the hell out because I would NEVER EVER actually want to hurt her. Lately I’ve been scared to even see her because I feel so guilty about these thoughts. I’ve been going into the living room and just hugging her and crying because of how bad these thoughts hurt me.
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Yes I get this. Not a voice but just something pops in your head to tell you do something bad or hurtful
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Yeah I don’t have a voice either.. just a thought in my mind that I’ll have to do something don’t want to do
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Yep
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- 25w
Lately my OCD has been very horrible, it’s been more convincing than ever to the point where I’m genuinely convinced that I like this stuff, when I get a thought, I’ll hear my intrusive thoughts go “oooh, I like that, I’d do that.” and I just don’t freak out nor feel bad, I just feel like I like it even more, and feel like I would do/act on it and like it, and the feeling is strong and it lingers forever? It genuinely feels like I do, and I’m just lying now, i can’t tell if I make these thoughts worse or anything All I remember mostly just being like confused sometimes when these thoughts happen, but since I’m getting strong emotions that I like it, my brain says that means I did and I’m worried about that being true because I don’t understand nor know It’s like I am resisting to like this stuff now, it’s even tougher now than it was before
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- 23w
I struggle so bad with intrusive thoughts. They can be so bad that I'll cry because I KNOW that's not how I feel or want to do. (Too embarrassed to say what they're about) I'll constantly try to figure out why I have them, and constantly figure out what they mean, causing me to constantly circle around and around. I had to get on anxeity meds, which helped a little but the thoughts still happen. How do you help yourself with this? How do you know that you're just not some physcopath? 😅
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- 18w
So I was enjoying some “me time” and had intrusive thoughts, but it felt like just for a second I liked it. Like I’m holding myself back from “enjoying” the thought. And the thoughts are related to things I was into when I was younger, but sometimes I feel like I might still like it even though 9/10 I wouldn’t give it a second thought. Is this common? Or is this just denial? Thanks
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