People woth rocd. My brain has been really hurting my heart. Like making up scenarios that my bf doesnt care or he is cheating on me to the point where it makes me feel so dull. I really want him. But im like so friggen dull after thinking about negative stuff 24/7. Now its leading me down the path of if its dull your loosing feelings i dont want that! Then my brain is like popping up of men being taller than him but in reality i could gaf.

Did ur brain like ever say u dont love him and then when ur out with ur bf u feel disconnected and shit like u cant have a good time with him

Can u help me w my recents

@squishybat Not really i just need to know if this happens to others

@squishybat Someone did my ex. Now karma is a bitch for me with it

@squishybat Is it ok for a relationship to kinda be bestfriend bf gf. I love him so much hes such a cutie

@squishybat Can u help me? Have u had this before. Where your brain just randomly starts giving you doubt if you even want to be in this relationship or do you care or want him or if you even love him

@squishybat But im so chill about it and it feels so real!

@squishybat But its like i love him now then my brain is like will yoh love him later?

@squishybat What does breakup urges feel like

@squishybat Thats exactly what’s happening to me. But then when i get good feelings i smile and get happy. Do you also get a lot of ick moments with ur bf when this rocd happens

@squishybat Im not leaving him...i say that then it stays happy for like 5 seconds then doubt

@squishybat I dont even wanna go to work...

@squishybat Bruh ok. So like i want him i do i love him but its like not as strong as it was before is that because its gotten just too hard for me to fight i just want to give up or what

@squishybat My brain keeps obsessing over his height. Its been doing this since day one i wanna not be able to care what should i do?