Any hocd sufferers in there 30s?

2 years it's been bad I'm not sure this is hocd. I don't even care what people would think anymore. I just don't want my life to go down that path or be with a man. But my mind tells me otherwise. If I sat I want women back my mind is like no you don't etc....I feel mental sometimes

@Ihateocd83 Yes

FIGHT IT DONT LET IT WIN FIGHT FOR YOUR LIFE BACK

I had it a few years back and it has came back . How did you manage with it before? Are you married or anything. Have you been with the same sex before ?

@Mathias I had it before buh mine wasn’t as bad it recently came bac n is tryna change me I’m getting in control over it buh I was really depressed n sad buh I’m getting me back don’t listen to what the thing say or videos on same sex life

@I jus want help Im in the same situation. It wasn’t bad when I first noticed it and delt with it . I freaked out and told my wife about it she understood what I was going through and I moved on and it didn’t bother me that I even had it . Now it’s back like 4 years later and it’s making think I’m just in denial when I know I’m not that way and makes me feel like I’ve accepted it . Dealing with stuff like this when it returns it feels new and much stronger to deal with

@Mathias Same I never had false attraction n I hate it It was not this strong last time it’s very hard this time n makes me think I’m so in denial I hate being around gays n people

@I jus want help But I feel as tho I have feelings like I want to be with a man and that's what I want

@Ihateocd83 In some cases ocd can create fake feelings

@I jus want help Yes it can

@Mathias No never. Never done anything. But I feel as tho I might have to but I just start to cry and say I don't want to be with a man. 😔

@Ihateocd83 It’s ok just know you’re it alone in this . Are you seeking therapy?

@Ihateocd83 How I feel I hate it here truly

@Mathias No I've had therapy but never did much. And can't afford anymore. I think maybe I should just come out. But I know I won't be able to stop trying to get back what I have for women

@Ihateocd83 What about ocd therapy? How did you come to this app ? I start Monday . I’ve felt like I came out it would be a waste of time and I’d be just lying to myself

@Mathias I had therapy on here 😔. How long have you had this going on ?

@Ihateocd83 I just got the app this week and start on Monday

@Mathias No I mean your hocd?. And what kind of thoughts do you have ?

@Ihateocd83 About being with the same sex and is if I like it and there genitals etc😔. And when I good looking guy comes on the tele I want to turn it over

@Anonymous Good now