I feel so sick. I just had this dream with the person I'm worried I'm going to cheat on my gf with. We hugged and it felt nice and had banter in the dream but I feel so sick!! I don't want her, I want my girlfriend but even saying that doesn't feel real anymore. What if I'm in denial. I feel really really sad because I can't even tell my girlfriend. Surely this means I like the other person, it felt way too real man. And I know OCD can feel like that too but I felt nice during the dream. But I don't want her

He’s right get more professional support to guide you with personalized structure & it’ll all be clearing because you’ll learn how to better identify what is & isnt ocd. Knowing what’s going on in your mind helps you heal it immensely! 🧡

Gotta take those first steps before you can go anywhere! There’s always a way to get something done.

Im in a similar boat as you bro…new to this platform and havent been diagnosed or treated yet…that said, i have dealt with OCD for many years and have enough experience dealing with its affects during a long-term serious relationship to tell you that there is hope…ive had dreams like yours several times before and have woken up feeling worried about what they meant and whether or not a should tell my lady about them…also, more commonly, i tend to worry for weeks or months at a time after meeting a new woman that i find attractive (typically a coworker) that one day i will cheat on my lady with the other woman…honestly, this seems to happen every time i start getting to know another woman, but after four years of these repeated experiences and worries coming from the OCD, i can safely say that i have never cheated on my lady once with any of those women and thus it really was just the OCD messing with my head…can i answer the question of whether or not i actually liked the other women and wanted to be with them instead? No, i cannot, because that part will always be uncertain and i must accept that…what i can say though is that i did probably find some of those women attractive (either physically or because of their personality), but what i can also say is that i did not act on that attraction and instead remained loyal to the woman who matters most in my life…my point is that i believe my actions matter more than the thoughts or dreams or feelings that i might have…i hope that helps bro, you are not alone