Hey me again sorry.
I don’t know much about ROCD, can anyone tell me if this might be it?
I have POCD and it’s the worst thing in the world. Whilst I enjoy intimacy with my husband, sometimes when he holds my hand or rubs my back it feels “boring” or “annoying” and like
I’m not really attracted to him and my mind tells me I enjoy hugging my
Kid more and holding her hand, not in a sexual way but it scares me that something I used to love feels irritating. Like he’ll reach for me and I’ll shy away because his touch feels annoying. My mind compares it and I get intrusive thoughts thinking I’d rather be hugging a kid or something but it makes me feel sick I’d never want to hurt a child Is this an ocd symptom? Just wondering sorry if I haven’t explained it well