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- 7710 ❤️
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- 2y ago
Not every thought is OCD Sometime it is what it is.
What does that mean!?!?!?
I think he means that some thoughts are what you really think; not everyone is ocd related. And sometimes truth Is hard to accept.. But it is easy to confuse real toughts with rocd toughts so good luck!
@eoid 😢😢😢 no….no…. No!!! 😭 Nonononono!!! Nononononononononono!!! 😖😖 NoNononononononono!!!!
@eoid I don’t want it to be true!!! No!!!!
What did you mean by that!!!??
This isn’t real!!! None of this is real!!!! 😖😭
Let things be the way they are if he meant to be stay in your life he will. Don't think too much and even if you want to Don't resist your thoughts. :)
@vinay But what am I going to do! 😢 I’ve been obsessing for 2 years! It didn’t feel like this before! It’s like my symptoms are gone!! 😭😭😭 I don’t want this to be true! I had clarity moments with him this month! Why am I agreeing to this!! 😖 I am just at the point I wanna die! I’ve been crying my eyes out rereading what you both said! For an hour! 😖 I was so scared of this happening when my ROCD started! I was so scared I was gonna find out the truth! I’ve been so stressed out with everything in life…
I’ve been testing myself for 2 years saying I didn’t love him to get a reaction… then my ROCD dug into his flaws… I just want everything back to normal again to where I can just cuddle and massage his head to help him sleep.. or watch a movie together while eating his yummy dinners in it while he jokes about the characters.. I am gonna miss out on everything with him… like hearing his laugh while he jokes around friends or him getting excited over something about ghostbusters… 😢 I don’t want this to be reality… but it’s like it is already…. 😞😢
I thought love was a choice….
Please… I want to reverse this…
Hi. Definitely speak with a therapist about this. ROCD is so so hard to try to understand, but they’ll help you. For a while when I was getting better at managing my OCD, I was exhausted from ROCD and almost felt relief when my partner was away. Now that I’ve gotten better, I’ve gotten excited to see him every time. This is just my experience, though. We all have different experiences
I wanna know how did you feel before you got better… I just feel like exhausted.. I keep saying I don’t love him to test myself for a reaction… I am worried I don’t want him anymore…
You’d feel relief because that what ocd wants u to feel, if ur asking urself what if what ifs it’s ocd trying to work out ur thoughts will make ur ocd worse and carry it on you need to tell ur self I might love him I might not and not deep ur thoughts else ocd will go on and on. The fact you feel awful about thinking u might not love him show u u love him. You’re not supposed to feel in love with ur parent everyday all day !!
I’ve been depressed all day… i don’t have intrusive thoughts anymore…. 😭
@7710 ❤️ Yes my boyfriend is also very depressed due to all stress of ocd so some days feel like there’s no spark
@SamanthaDan It’s been non stop with random moments of clarity..
@7710 ❤️ Exactly what SamanthaDan said. All that stress takes a toll. With therapy, you’ll get better help. You have to remember that OCD is the what If disorder.
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It’s like I have no emotional connection to him anymore… 😭
I started to disassociate and experience depersonalization…. It was like I didn’t even know him anymore. But my therapist has really helped me
It will feel like that as he’s a negative things to you right as he’s the person u get ocd about so you’re going to feel stressed towards him it’s not his fault nor urs. Are you getting therapy ? It helped my relationship!! and taking apex cbd oil twice a day 2 drops works wonders !! if you’re depressed u won’t feel love or enjoyment toward things get the help you need
@SamanthaDan Never got therapy… it doesn’t feel right. It’s like I am in denial.. when I think about how I was with him before everything got bad.. I was so loving sure I had moments of doubting but never got this bad… when I think about breaking up with him I get sad… I still test myself saying I don’t love him… I just wanna love him like before again…
@7710 ❤️ Have u been digniosed with ocd?
@7710 ❤️ And that’s understandable when u have an illness that is based on doubt it’s going to get stressful and confusing without the right help the stress will take away the spark getting help was the best thing we ever did now we r better then ever
@SamanthaDan No… but everyone around me can see my ocd tendencies more than I can..
@7710 ❤️ Therapy is life changing i would highly recommend , what other sort of intrusive thoughts do you get if u don’t mind me asking?
@SamanthaDan Therapy helped very much! Definitely recommend it for op
@SamanthaDan That’s the thing… I had intrusive thoughts… now it like all of my symptoms are gone… I wanna go back and deal with anxiety than deal with this…
@7710 ❤️ I highly recommend trying cbd oil type into Google apex cbd oil 150mg one my boyfriend cpuodnt even sit in a cafe or go get a hair cut until he used this oil read online about it it works wonders
@SamanthaDan But what do I do about not having symptoms anymore… that I am believing I don’t love him anymore…. 😞
@7710 ❤️ Ocd thoughts are typically what you fear the thought of you not loving him anymore does it make you anxious what do you do to make urself feel better do you confess that to him ?
@SamanthaDan I feel better when he just gives me hugs but even that doesn’t work… I am gonna lose him…. 😞 I never confessed to him to make myself feel better.. I’ve always told myself I didn’t love him and when I did it would give me relief but I would start freaking out badly… I just want to love him like before again… that’s all I want…. He has the cutest belly and I use to rub my face against it to show affection… 🥺 We have some issues we as a couple need to work on.. but right now my emotional connection isn’t there which is fueling it even more
@7710 ❤️ Do things that you two used to do , date nights are essential. love is a funny ol thing. You’re not supposed to feel in love with your partner all the time I go does without feeling a connection due to all the stress to do with ocd
I work 24 hour shifts when my Boyf picks me up he gets scared and low-key annoyed as he knows soon as he sees me his ocd will come flooding in but he loves me he’s just stressed about ocd towards me but therapy has changed his life and cbd oil
I felt love yesterday but today I don’t.... what is wrong with me.... how can you tell if u really don’t love someone?... 😞 I don’t wanna tell him that bc I know I do love him a lot but I just feel like I am faking it.... I hate ocd
I hate hearing love is a choice… when I constantly feel nothing for him… it hurts… when I am loving him it’s like I am faking it and leading him on… I avoid sex completely bc of it… I want to love him like before. I want to cuddle and hold him tightly… it’s everyday now… it’s like if I talk to him about this it’s like I am gonna break up with him… I just want to love him peacefully again. I’ve had mild ROCD for years and NEVER did it feel like this… It’s like I gave into and just want to give up but I know I don’t want to. I know if I leave I will wanna be with him again. It’s like my brain has flatlined when it comes to him…
This isn’t ROCD anymore… I think I actually don’t want my partner anymore…. I’m having so much anxiety about this… 😞
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