Fear of being Paranoid/crazy
I feel so alone right now in this feeling. And it also feels so real. I’m like terrified of being delusional but also then ask myself…am I already there? I’m scared I’ll lose control and hurt myself, end up in the mental institution or my boyfriend. I’m even scared to look at my boyfriend because I’m like “what if I think he’s going to hurt me”. Even debated calling a psychiatrist to make sure all I have is OCD. I know that wouldn’t actually be helpful. Anyone else experience something like this? Any tips?