- Username
- HispanicAtTheDisco
- Date posted
- 2y ago
I’m obsessing or under obsessing about something
I was fine a few days, weeks ago. I think I relapsed. I’m not sure. But I went to visit my mom because she needed a ride, and I got some really awful evil intrusive thoughts. So I left, and apologized for leaving. But now I feel like I did something or she’s mad at me, or she thinks I did something. I want to visit her and my family but I genuinely don’t trust myself right now. I feel awful and exhausted , like really really tired, so I’m not sure what to do. I know locking myself away isn’t the answer, but I’m scared of these thoughts. Can anyone else relate?