How is everyone doing today? As for myself - I am ok. I’ve been here before - I have been in this position before. A position where I feel like I’m slowly drifting back into depression and ocd. I hate the fact that I could be doing so good, that the OCD and depression seem almost nonexistent and then boom - out of no where, I just regress. Why can’t I just remain at peace? Calm? Happy? …… Anyway- just felt like venting out.

I have question that too!! Why did the higher beings curse us with this disorder?! I see so many people living their best life … and I just want to be like that. Living my best life. I’m sure you feel the same way too. It’s funny how one little thing can send you downwards —— that’s what happened to me

@J6 I agree with you 100%. We don’t deserve to go through this. I bet you anything everyone in this app is a great human being that just wants to live a normal life. None of us are whatever our thoughts makes us believe, yet we have to battle these demons every single day. I also pray that we heal one day …. ❤️

I hope so too! I just want to get better but not just me, all of us. We shouldn’t have to suffer!!!

@Justateenagerwithocd Yeah ocd has themes, as you have probably seen and not every theme affect just one individual. For instance, my theme is harm ocd and suicidal ocd where thoughts like that flood my mind from time to time where as some people suffer from perfectionist ocd or relationships ocd.

@Justateenagerwithocd Oh I totally understand that part. Yeah I always get paranoid about that stuff too. I am not sure if severe ocd can cause that because I know that for schizophrenia, there is a genetic component/ hereditary component

It’s funny because I actually enjoy watching a lot of Kpop! But thank you for your words. I also hope you start feeling better. I truly hate ocd. It sucks. I hope all of us, everyone single one in this app, can one day beat this monster