Sigh, I don’t know how I’m almost at the end of my second year at university and still haven’t made a solid group of friends. Like I have acquaintances that are awesome and that I love running into, but only one person that I can say “hey my brain is about to explode and I feel like crying until I throw up can I come lay on your couch”. You know. Those friends. I’ve known her since we were like 9 and she’s nice and all but her personality just isn’t my favorite. And when she’s busy, I’m at a loss and just lay in my room until it gets dark and I’m hungry. And I ruminate and ruminate and ruminate. Today wasn’t a good day at all. A stranger yelled at me, I felt particularly fat and ugly, and I spiked a little bit earlier. I just wish I had more friends, like in high school. Anyways. Just having a pity party. ?

I appreciate you guys so much. Really. Thank you❤️

sending love ♡♡♡ you got this ♡♡♡

Hey Leah! Stay strong! Sending you love and strength I had a relapse as well and just started getting back up today. We can beat ocd I know we can!

Thank you so much.❤️?

i’m in the same situation. i feel for you and am sending love. it takes time to make connections. at least that’s what i’m telling myself :)

Thank you❤️❤️ yes, it does! I wish I could speed up time haha.

Sending you love and strength! ?

Thank you so much?❤️❤️ @boyinjeans

Awww that is so sweet @chai! Thank you SO much, friend?❤️

Thank you thank you☺️❤️

This is so kind @chai, I appreciate it so much. I haven’t been doing so good recently (triggered and relapsed really bad yesterday and today with hocd). I’ve been trying my best to do the ‘response prevention’ portion of ERP right now. I hope you’re doing well!!

Thank you girl:) it’s people like you that inspire me to keep going keep going keep going