HELP PLEASE.

So I was at work. And was putting some dishes away because I’m a dishwasher. Then I decide to use the restroom. I go to the employee restroom which is in the back of the restaurant. Close the door, put the chair against it because the lock is broken and the employee bathroom with a working lock is being used, and I use the restroom. Then I noticed a phone lying on one of the shelves in the bathroom. Because there’s this like stack of shelves that holds like toilet paper, paper towels, toilet seat covers, cleaning products blah blah blah. I touch the touchscreen to see if I could identify who’s it was based off whatever wallpaper they were using sometimes people put themselves or you know I don’t know just thought that might help. And I saw this and I said don’t and I just now thought don’t want to I want to watch mind I don’t want to start liking the way boom stick out like I don’t like that I was impressed I don’t want her body I don’t want it I mean I’m envious of it but for me to say I don’t mind it scares me and I really looked at her I feel weird. I feel hot and hole in my chest. And so don’t I don’t mind I don’t wanna like boobs and I kept looking at how they stick out and going different directions I feel really horrible. I took a picture of a compulsion. I kept staring at the moment to chat and I don’t want to be but I keep thinking strong we might I don’t want there to be a might be able don’t wanna be bi. Is that I’m scared I keep looking at it like I don’t wanna come to appreciate it I’m not starting to like I don’t wanna be by and now I’m scared that I can’t look at my guy I don’t want to and said besides she wouldn’t I wouldn’t want her to take me I wouldn’t take her! I almost had go back to I’ve never liked me because I don’t want to ever do so. I’m just gonna keep sitting here in the electrical closet taking my lunch because I don’t want people to hear me. I’m scared I keep saying can’t help like I don’t want to like Women I don’t want them I don’t want boobs but I don’t want the knot in my stomach to go away sitting can’t help liking when I don’t like it but I can’t stop staring at the I’m scared there exactly the kind I I don’t like any kind shape or you know whatever but at the same time I’m friend I feel like I don’t want anything to change what kind of straight woman takes a picture of that !? How do you wanna be bisexual and I keep saying can’t help I’m not by please help can anyone help this go away? I said never thought I didn’t than my eyebrows went up like I was impressed and I’m scared I am I don’t wanna start considering I don’t wanna start liking I don’t want the opposite directions they going I’m scared him I don’t wanna start liking the way they stick out I’m trying to Canterbury I keep leaning forward as though I don’t want to imitate what guys and babies do. I don’t wanna start liking women or not hot or sexy cut I’m scared I’m looking at I don’t like that I said I don’t mind with eyebrows raised the one impressed I don’t want to be impressed with this I feel like screaming. I I feel like I’m ripping my stomach out my eyebrows keep going up like I don’t I want to mind I don’t want to start liking them they’re not hot and I keep saying they’re not hotter than men and they’re not but they they’re not hot at all! I keep on scared I keep saying I don’t wanna start liking the points I don’t want them I want boys not both sexes is I want to go back to being gross I’m scared there I feel like ripping my stomach open I don’t want them to be hot I don’t wanna know what surrounded curves I don’t want to appreciate the pointed nipples and I said I should I don’t wanna embrace by I don’t like acting like I wouldn’t go for any I said she wouldn’t I don’t care if she wouldn’t I don’t wanna go for her I don’t want to like I keep I don’t want to appreciate the boobs I don’t want to point and I said I I’m scared I don’t know I’m scared I don’t want the rounded so I 10 and make faces like I but but I always like pe and I don’t want that to change this scares me