- Date posted
- 3y
Obsessive thoughts
Okay so I really reallyyy need someone to talk to or get advice from. And I need them to be real with me and really be honest. Because I literally have no friends and so I have no one to talk to. So me and my boyfriend were driving to the city that is near us to eat food and have a good time. As we were in the car, i was having anxiety with him driving and so I told him to be careful and he got super defensive and started raising his voice at me telling me that like “I’m not stupid” and “you don’t know what I’ve been through in my childhood” and he just started a whole rant. And I understand him but then out of nowhere he started to even get defensive towards me because I told him to be careful. And so he even started to say “I’ll literally stop talking to you and I’ll get over it” and he just kept going. I’m kind of sensitive and I didn’t really like the things he was telling me so I started to get emotional and trying to calm him down and it even got worst. He also knows I overthink a lot and he was saying “I don’t give a fuck what is going on in your head, you need to stop being like that” when I don’t feel like I was doing anything. Literally the whole day was bad for us. And when we were in public, he was being super nice to everyone and it just made me sad how he’s not like that with me so now I’m just trying to explain how I feel with him but always gets defensive and brings up how I act so we can never really have an actual conversation about it. And now I don’t know what to do or if I’m just over reacting. It just makes me upset how he acts like he’s the only one going through something and I don’t know the right words I should tell him or if I even should explain myself