ocdsuxxx
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kctgkctg
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I have it too. It’s because we attach meaning to the thoughts because they are so scary and horrifying to us, so they keep coming back. I don’t know how to stop them though I’m so anxious every day these days
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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Girl same :(
kctgkctg
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I feel you both! Am terrified atm
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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Me too :( what do u do to cope with the feelings urges thoughts
kctgkctg
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@ocdsuxxx Honestly I don’t know. Some days it’s easier to sit with uncertainty but the last couple of days I’ve had it extra hard because of a TikTok I saw that was a major trigger for my harm ocd but also started some kind of fear of being schizophrenic. So I’m doing compulsions to try to feel sane
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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@kctg I know exactly how u feel ur not alone 💜💜 stay strong ur not going crazy even tho it feels that way
kctgkctg
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I hate when ocd makes me feel like I want to do it or that I’m gonna do it either I want to or not
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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I struggle with this also making me feel I wanna do them is so hard even tho they make me cry my brain is like do I wanna act on these thoughts and my brain says yes
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ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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Same I confess alot
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ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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We are stronger than ocd 😭
kctgkctg
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Ugh just woke up and the first thing that popped into my head was an intrusive thought that started with I want to harm my family ☹️
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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@livefornow I know how u guys feel it really feels like I’m Changing and I want to do these things I’m stressed
kctgkctg
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@livefornow Omg same, I think my main obsession is that I doubt if I really have ocd … ☹️
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ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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SAME it feels like I want this now
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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@livefornow Girl omg I said this the other day in my ocd group chat it felt like my destiny to hurt / kill my family and I just want it to stop ur not alone
kctgkctg
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What kind of compulsions do you guys do, if I may ask?
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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Forcing myself to think about harming them to evoke emotion and confessing !!
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ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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When u notice the intrusive thought come up don’t try to force it away or it’ll stay and don’t try and overthink it just try and let it pass and hopefully ur mind will move on to something else
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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I still struggle with this myself but we have to practice not giving into compulsions even tho it’s the only thing that makes us feel better
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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@livefornow Girl I know me too it’s like u can’t get it off ur brain I know :(
ocdsuxxxocdsuxxx
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@livefornow If u need someone to vent to I can send u my ig and we can chat there
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ocdsuxxx
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