Lina
- Date posted
- 3y
Hocd
My brain makes me feel happy with liking girls it no longer is anxiety it feels like my brain is forcing me into it. I don’t know how to explain it. I’m so tired of this. I just want to like guys & be happy.
Lukej91Lukej91
- Date posted
- 3y
I know how you feel it's just because you're brain has become accustomed to it. It's actually a sign you're getting better. It was really strange going through this. I'm a male. when it first started it was like I couldn't look another male , then forced myself to do erp then the anxiety left, then felt like I became my fear , then felt bi then felt asexual then went back to feeling how I use to before the intrusive thoughts kicked in
HJOxHJOx
- Date posted
- 3y
Have you managed to overcome HOCD ? X
Ridethewave Ridethewave
- Date posted
- 3y
Me too 😔😔 I feel like i enjoy "liking" women and that I'm destined to be in a lesbian relationship
Lukej91Lukej91
- Date posted
- 3y
Yeah. You have to probably take SSRI S , I'm on Sertraline 200 mg, was originally on 100 mg and didn't do anything and then it allowed me to do erp and it just fades away.
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