My biggest fear 😨

Hi I’m here to talk! I won’t go to bed for another 20 mins so i have time if you reply back to me quickly! So I just want to tell you to breathe first. I remember when I was struggling with the same thing If someone told me to breathe I genuinely thoguht it would be impossibile, but just try your best. I’ve suffered with numberous OCD subtypes with Sexual orientation ocd definitely being one of the biggest ones and at times the biggest one I delt with i Had it since the age of 14 and recovered at the age of 20. But obviously it took so long because I didn’t know I had ocd until not too long ago though lol. It’s going to be a battle but giving up is guaranteeing failure. The fact that you wrote this long post shows that you don’t want to give up and that you know deep down inside that you are amazing and that you are being bombarded with lies. I know you don’t feel like that, and I know your thoguhts deifnitely are making you think differently but trust me if you put in the work (the hard work) towards recovery eventually your going to realize that thoughts/feelings are meaningless. And I know this probably doesn’t make sense to you emright now because your thoughts seem very important but you’re going to understand exactly what I mean one day. So don’t give up because you are definitely not alone.